Have you ever felt like crying, and admitting your life isnt what you want it to be and you felt like if you did everyone would consider you a failure. Yeah well eff yall I’ll cry if I want to. I feel like my life is falling apart but my religion reminds me that god doesnt give you more than you can handle. I know I can handle it I’ve felt this before like my life wasnt worth anything no one cares, and there’s nothing I can do. This just might be the worst time in my life but when you’re at the bottom the only way to go is up. I can wait til I get up and these feelings pass it’s like I am here by myself. The one I love and care for cant be here and I cant explain it to the ones that are here. I always said if I jumped off I-90 god would make it so I would figure out how to swim so I could live. I guess I’m done for now as these tears fall and my shirt changes colors just remember all those who kicked me when I was down I’ll see you when I’m climbing to the top. And you might say I dont have the body for physical activities just know I have the find to make it higher than you HATERS!