Adrienne In Real Life

Have you ever felt like crying, and admitting your life isnt what you want it to be and you felt like if you did everyone would consider you a failure. Yeah well eff yall I’ll cry if I want to. I feel like my life is falling apart but my religion reminds me that god doesnt give you more than you can handle. I know I can handle it I’ve felt this before like my life wasnt worth anything no one cares, and there’s nothing I can do. This just might be the worst time in my life but when you’re at the bottom the only way to go is up. I can wait til I get up and these feelings pass it’s like I am here by myself. The one I love and care for cant be here and I cant explain it to the ones that are here. I always said if I jumped off I-90 god would make it so I would figure out how to swim so I could live. I guess I’m done for now as these tears fall and my shirt changes colors just remember all those who kicked me when I was down I’ll see you when I’m climbing to the top. And you might say I dont have the body for physical activities just know I have the find to make it higher than you HATERS!

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